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i can feel the hurt choking me
what happend to all those hugs,
and phone calls,
laughter,
secrets,
tears?
it was the four of us and then three
but then you left
and now its two
i dont know what to do
except sit here and cry
screaming at the lost time
asking myself why
why did all this happen?
why cant i go back and stop all they pain
now im angry and sad
wishing things never got so out of hand
i wish you wouldve cried out to me
when you needed help
instead of blocking us out of your life
but if thats what you truly want
is to forget
its okay
i understand
i deal with it everyday
wanting to forget
i will always hold you in my heart
with love
even if its breaking apart