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never a mother
you may have been my mother once
a long time ago
back when i believen your your lies
well now ive cut all ties
to a manipulative monster
who is out to destroy me
people sate i shouldnt hate
to turn my cheek and forgive
but im done wanting to make it right
its time for me to finally live
i can curse the stars all night
about you being such a bitch
how cruel you are
or how i cant wait till you finally die
i hope you suffer
for all the times you've screamed at us
for every fight
or how you mooched off those around you
like a human parasite
who's laughing now huh?
you cant keep a house
or a car
because of the way you are
crazy insane sick in the head
now maybe you deserve to sleep on the street
oh how revenge is sweet
and im not lifting a finger
karma is cruel karma is mean
just like you
all your sick plans
i hope you're afraid to sleep to dream
why is it so wrong to hate a woman
who all my life used me like a pawn
telling me im stupid
ugly
fat
never going to get anywhere in life
destined to fail
well who's wrong now?
you always were
and now that im happy
you can't take it
you stupid low life whore
i hope you cry
i hope YOU fail
everytime you try
its to late to make it right
i dont want to anymore
you're dead to me
deader than corpses ever could hope to be
and you will die so cold
and alone
just like how you lived
i wont bother killing you
why waste my time
i want your destruction to bring you down like you tried to hurt me
i want your choices to be your end
lonely without a friend
and when i get that call or the knock at my door
i'll laugh and simply say
finally my favorite day
you wont be at my wedding to see a family with a fresh new start
or my children who own my heart
the ups and downs of living life
you will be excluded from
gone forgotten
like a bad taste in my mouth
you wont get to see me walk across the stage
when i graduate
or hear this heaping rage
that i pour onto this once blank page
im done with that chapeter of my life
for getting ripping it out
im burning this book
and starting anew
with a bigger better publisher
one without all the drama and lies
so just wanted to say i never needed you
you might have giving birth
im glad it caused you pain
but you were never a mother
you failed at being a parent or a decent person
so when you go to bed
just think of me
and how i hope you drop dead
