It Never Gets Any Easier

How am I suppose to feel?

You aren't the first to have to leave

And you definitely won't be the last

But it never gets any easier



Saying "Goodbye" is so hard for me

I just refuse to do it

I'll push you away to end the hurt before it begins

But it never gets any easier



I just recently learned

that I should hold dear

the time we have left

But it never gets any easier



As I sit here attempting to hold back tears

I try to imagine my life if I had never met you

It couldn't have been any better if you didn't try

But it never gets any easier



This isn't called "selfish"

It's called a "freak-out session"

I shouldn't but I'm going to go bawl

And it won't ever get any easier

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