How am I suppose to feel?
You aren't the first to have to leave
And you definitely won't be the last
But it never gets any easier
Saying "Goodbye" is so hard for me
I just refuse to do it
I'll push you away to end the hurt before it begins
But it never gets any easier
I just recently learned
that I should hold dear
the time we have left
But it never gets any easier
As I sit here attempting to hold back tears
I try to imagine my life if I had never met you
It couldn't have been any better if you didn't try
But it never gets any easier
This isn't called "selfish"
It's called a "freak-out session"
I shouldn't but I'm going to go bawl
And it won't ever get any easier