From Afar

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Letters to No One

Hey. Do you remember me? I wouldn't be surprised if you've forgotten about me. I'm not hard to forget. But, the other day, you proved that you still knew I existed. I was so happy. I've been watching you, you know. I see you from my bus window, and I smile each and every time. Like that one day, when I was so upset. I saw you walking over to the pool. I whispered a small 'I need you here.' One that I barely heard myself. And you turned around, looked at me, and waved. I couldn't believe it.



It was then that I realized that whatever we had together, it was something, I know it was, was not dead after all. Just so many little things that transpired between us. If they didn't mean anything, then they were incredibly misleading. Was there anything? Tell me, because you're  plaguing my mind. And I wish I could talk to you, but after how I treated you, I could never go up and talk to you seriously. I doubt I could talk to you at all, without being snappish at least.



So, since I'm a weak coward, I'll just watch you from afar. And you know what else?





I wish I would have said yes.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Really... I wish I would have said yes, instead of my defenses going up again...

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