i am suffer to the point where i don't feel pain anymore
you may know when something is wrong
but i wont tell you
i just someone to tell me that they are there for me
i tell people that i all the time but i don't hear that
sometimes i just think of the pain every one eles can feel but me
i wont to feel the pain but i can't
gave up on pain 5 years ago
can't take the pain i was feeling
know i don't smile i fake it
my laughter is fake
you are like to see me smile for really or my laughter for really
so when u do be happy and know u did that
but as soon as i know i am smiling or laughing for really i stop died
the pain won i lost the battle
the pain so gone for good
know i am still suffering
help me i don't wont suffer i wont the to feel the pain and not by cutting