"If it's not made of tea leaves, it's not actually tea,"
you said to me,
forever ago now,
as I held a mug of herbal (tea) in my hands.
I rolled my eyes at the time,
complaining about semantics,
and drank my berry-flavoured hot liquid anyway.
Now you're not here
Mini-lectures about tea, language, and science,
gone from my day-to-day.
Since you left
I drink only proper tea.
Black tea; a little milk, a little sugar.
As if swallowing sips of hot tea could somehow
bring your warmth back to me.