my guard is up

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its a love story

my guard is up, and its not coming down
i'm building it strong for the next time around
you say just get over it, but thats not something forgotten
when your happiness goes bad, your feelings go rotten
I can't just get over it, this isn't some bridge
its not just a hill, but its more then a ridge
your not me, you didn't see what i saw
you didn't hurt, because you didn't fall
Honey i'm strong but strenght just won't do
you don't know what i feel or what i go through
don't tell me whats best because your not me
you can't open your eyes, see what i see
i have a breaking point and i know where its at
so stop pushing on me, its simple as that
you can't make me move when i'm not ready
i'll move when i want, but for now i'm steady
You see with your eyes but girl you are blind
stop using your eyes and look with your mind
you see what you want, you feel what you do
but look your not me, honey your you
i walked through a cave and came out with scars
so don't stand me in the dark, tell me look at the stars
i'm not gonna go down a road i can't see
i've made up my mind, you won't convince me
Bare foot and blind you make me walk in the fire
you say your just helping, i call bullshit you liar
retire, because your only causing me pain
your playing games and i'm going insane
wish you'd make up your mind, of who you want me to be
because i'm confused and its killing me
you think that you know but your making it worse
you wanna think smart then call me a hearse
Quit saying you know, when you cant see my view
stop trying to help, because you know what i've been through
quit saying its ok, when you don't feel what i do
stop running my life, because i'm not you
you need to stop pointing at the path that you'd go
i've heard it before and trust me i know
i know that i can't take another heart break
there is only so much that one girl can take

Author's Notes/Comments: 

tired of people thinking they know whats best. they take me away from one bad situation only to push me toward another...

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