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its a love story Alone in a room with a whole bed
I'm alone in the corner crying with dread
My knees to my head my head down so low
I'm hurting with pain like you'll never know
I have on your shirt wondering where your at
If your happy? glad? I wanna know that
because if your not then i need to change
hide all the pain and help you arrange
happy comes first second and third
no need for others just take my word
i don't want you to feel such emotion
the feeling of loss such deep depression
I never want you to feel mad
I never want to see you sad
how you feel effects me boy
I want you to be filled with happy and joy
you should never feel useless or never not care
your worth so much and that's why I should share
I could name tons hundreds and millions
because to me boy your worth trillions
I want you to matter I want you to care
I'd never let you frown, I wouldn't dare
your smiling makes my world light up so bright
In a fairy tale world you'd be my knight
but knights and true love are only for dreaming
and my dreams at night have left me screaming
begging in tears for something that's gone
it happens each day when I get up at dawn
right before bed when the memories are sitting
I find myself sad and my heart begins splitting
so clearly by now I think you can tell
I'm losing my mind I think I'm in hell
I'm missing you but no body knows
I'm aching in pain from my head to my toes
every day is a struggle for me
but you don't seem to care your life's so carefree
I'm smiling for you because your happy so
but I do have to say you just have to know
I know your hard headed but listen now, damn
no matter how sad, how hurt I am
you here me out hear my demand
you have to stay happy, do you understand?
