Sometimes at night I see your face, your eyes staring up at me.
I can smell the exhaust fumes mixed with cordite.
I want to ask you. Did you leave someone behind?
I wonder; did you have children?
Did you have a wife that mourns you to this day?
An empty void that she can never fill.
I have spent my life tucking my daughter into bed
Watching her grew into a beautiful young woman.
You have not had that luxury.
Your beliefs put you on the wrong side.
At night when you visit I toss and turn.
I always awake when I squeeze the trigger.