I stumble in the dark
And my heart stops as the earth rushes to meet me
I throw my hands out to catch myself
and slam into the ground
I lay there in the dirt
I feel at home
The opportunity presents itself
so I rest
There on the cold, hard ground
I started down this path
With one thought in my mind
"She's there, waiting"
Doubt crawls up my spine
And makes its home in my head
"No she isn't... she's happy with him...
no matter how much I try, how much I do...
I'll be in this constant state of heartbreak
Forever..."
I swallow the lump in my throat
And push myself upward
Back on my feet
I'm driven forward by pure adrenaline
I focus on that light, flickering ahead of me
And drop into a dead run
"I'll never give up, not so long as I live"
The light is so far away... but I'll push
Push until I reach it
No matter how much doubt, or fear I encounter
I WILL make it to that light