2 -ality OF A SPLIT PERSONALITY

I SIT HERE IN THOUGHT SHORT OF DISTRAUGHT WONDERING ONCE

AGAIN ALONE IN THE WORLD I THOUGHT I

KNEW BACK IN THE REALM OF SHADOWS

FROM ONCE I CAME TWISTED THOUGHTS AND SHATTERED

DREAMS VOICES THAT SPOKE FROM MY DAYS OF WAR HAVE TURNED TO SCREAMS SILENCE!

YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN YOU DIDN'T BELONG IN

THEIR WORLD YOU DESERVE ALL THIS PAIN RETURN HOME SON OF DARK FOR YOUR SOUL IS READY TO REST FOR YOU HAVE FOUGHT YOUR BATTLES THERE SHOULD BE NO MORE TEST YET I SIT HERE IN THOUGHT SORT OF DISTRAUGHT WANDERING WHY OH WHY DON'T I LISTEN TO THE VOICES IN MY MIND IM TRYING TO LIVE IN A WORLD THAT'S NOT KIND TO THINGS THAT OUTLIVE THEIR TIME I SHOULD HAVE BEEN GONE AT AN EARLIER AGE LIKE I ALWAYS DREAMT THIS IS NOT SO AND FOR THE LIFE OF ME I DON'T KNOW WHY NOT MUCH GOOD HAPPENS TO ME SO IN RETURN I CHOOSE TO BURN ALL THE BRIDGES TO THIS REALITY STRUGGLING AND FIGHTING MY WAY BACK TO PURITY EVIL I WAS BUT HAPPY IN MY PLACE AND STATE OF MIND I KNEW MYSELF AND WHO MY FRIENDS WEIR IN THOSE DAYS FROM MY TIME

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

YOU REALLY CANT GET THIS POEM WITHOUT COLOR. YOU SEE IT REPRESENTS MY LIFE AT THE TIME, AND THE OTHER REPRESENTS MY REACTIONS TO SITUATIONS AT HAND.ITS TWO POEMS IN ONE BUT YOU  NEED COLOR TWO SEE. THE WHOLE POEM IS TO BE READ THEN YOUR SUPPOSED TO GO BACK AND JUST READ THE PARTS HIGHLIGHTED IN BLUE. MY WORLD IS BLUE.

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benny the great's picture

This is an interesting reflection of some strong feelings. I can feel your pain as I read the words. Good work!

Ben~