Tic Tok

Tic Tok

 

My question remains to be

Are you willing to live and love the monster you created in me?

Just look into my eyes, deep into my soul to see

One day, you will be the one scared of me

 

Oh yeah baby

Tic tok, tic tok

That is my internal clock

Ticking away; until the day; I reveal the monster inside of me

 

Look into my eyes after the brutal beatings you bestowed upon me

Look into my eyes after the verbal abuse you so love belittling me

Do you see?

I’m not crumbling instead you’re awaking the lion in me

 

Have you noticed?

With every beating, I cry less

After all your verbal abuse, I say less

Have you noticed?

 

You’re attempting to crush me

To kill my soul and belittle me

You’re trying to remould me

Into your slave, your crying, broken down little girl you want me to be

 

But have you noticed?

I’m becoming the opposite you’re trying to beat out of me

Have you noticed?

You are creating a fearless, monster inside of me

 

My question remains to be

Are you willing to live and love the monster you created in me?

Just look into my eyes, deep into my soul to see

One day, you will be the one scared of me

 

Oh yeah baby

Tic tok, tic tok

That is my internal clock

Ticking away; until the day I reveal the monster inside of me

 

 

Careful loved one

Today might be your last beating you give me

Careful loved one

Today might be the last verbal abuse i will endure, do you hear me?

 

I stay, because I love thee

I endure the pain, because I remember the man you used to be

I take all that comes my way, because you made a vow to me

But careful my love, I am no longer me, the girl I used to be

 

One day you’ll be at the mercy of me

One day you’ll fear my fists

One day you’ll sob and try cut your wrists

Just to escape the monster you created inside of me

 

Tic tok, tic tok

That is my internal clock

Ticking away; until the day I reveal the monster inside of me

 

Written by

Dlr

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Tic Tok - is dedicated to a girl i met recently who touched my heart and soul. i could see the pain in her eyes, and all she said was... ''i'll never fall, never give in, instead he is creating a monster inside of me, and i wonder if he'll still love me once he sees the monster he created.

 

I pray for every single abused man and/or woman on this earth.. i pray that one day they will find the strength to stand up, awaken the lion inside of them and fight back or leave.. God Be with all of you xx

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