Tic Tok
My question remains to be
Are you willing to live and love the monster you created in me?
Just look into my eyes, deep into my soul to see
One day, you will be the one scared of me
Oh yeah baby
Tic tok, tic tok
That is my internal clock
Ticking away; until the day; I reveal the monster inside of me
Look into my eyes after the brutal beatings you bestowed upon me
Look into my eyes after the verbal abuse you so love belittling me
Do you see?
I’m not crumbling instead you’re awaking the lion in me
Have you noticed?
With every beating, I cry less
After all your verbal abuse, I say less
Have you noticed?
You’re attempting to crush me
To kill my soul and belittle me
You’re trying to remould me
Into your slave, your crying, broken down little girl you want me to be
But have you noticed?
I’m becoming the opposite you’re trying to beat out of me
Have you noticed?
You are creating a fearless, monster inside of me
My question remains to be
Are you willing to live and love the monster you created in me?
Just look into my eyes, deep into my soul to see
One day, you will be the one scared of me
Oh yeah baby
Tic tok, tic tok
That is my internal clock
Ticking away; until the day I reveal the monster inside of me
Careful loved one
Today might be your last beating you give me
Careful loved one
Today might be the last verbal abuse i will endure, do you hear me?
I stay, because I love thee
I endure the pain, because I remember the man you used to be
I take all that comes my way, because you made a vow to me
But careful my love, I am no longer me, the girl I used to be
One day you’ll be at the mercy of me
One day you’ll fear my fists
One day you’ll sob and try cut your wrists
Just to escape the monster you created inside of me
Tic tok, tic tok
That is my internal clock
Ticking away; until the day I reveal the monster inside of me
Written by
Dlr