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Im find myself giving more
expecting the same courtesy of kindness
but get disappointed
being the friend that knows all that people would gawk at
but I never say what cuz I keep secrets like that
the same people Im showing so kind
never really keep me in mind
I hand out pieces of me for free
not really expectin more than I give
just in exchange for your frndship
your trust.... i would do all i could
but thats never good enough
Its sad i feel knocked down to lonely
I gotta be that side friend that you lay your burdens on
but when the time is hard for me
your the one thats gone
never received a text just to check on how im doin
but im sending them out cause I know
I would want someone to do the same
but caught up in this life
people will forget my name
sometimes my existence
i was the girl, that one time ,and I was cool
but not cool enough to say" Hi" to at school
no messages , no calls
and Im at home waiting for that moment
someone picks up to actually communicate with me
but thats when they have burdens
the only time Im the hook up
because Im a good friend to look up
when you get all shook up
i shake my head and keep on walking
I'll still be there when you need me
but I accept being lonely
its who I am now
and hopefully alot of good will come out of this character
Im tired of bein the friend that doesnt make your top
but it is what is
and I deal with what I got