You make me wanna...

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Saying it now

your eyes...
you look at me and i sink
falling so deep into your arms
theres no second thought
I'm learning and your the teacher
you tell me whats missing
and that your the key to the locked heart inside me
as much as i deny you whats growing
i thought it would be better if you went w/o knowing
i didnt expect you to come in when someone walked out
i was so determined to heal on my own
and as i did this feeling had grown
the laughs and understandings added up
what i was feeling was way too much
just looking into your eyes and fall right in your arms
again and again
told myself to space this
with all your words n memories n imprints
how could i erase this
i was drowning and you saved me
i was hiding and you found me
even with all the rejection
even with all the neglect toward your hearts desires
you stood there waiting to be ready
not knowing if i would fall but it didnt matter
u wanted to be there just in case i shattered
i wonder why you staying w/ all this
burden i lay in on you
n u said i love you
when you said that i couldnt deny nor accept
you make me wanna run but i cant
i think i feel the same and yet
i still remain silent

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Miiranda31's picture

I can relate.  Like - it

I can relate. 

Like - it hurts to know something is so one sided and yet we thrive on because of what feels good and what helps us grow, and yet by staying silent with unknown feelings it's a burden they'll never know.