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Guilty
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Getting Through
my heart was forever branded
it says his name
so whenever you become apart
of my space theres hesitatation
when you want my heart
its uncertain
its branded still
in what seems like
permanet ink
deadly felt
not revived
its scary that
managing and evryday life is possibe
smiling actually happens
laughter continues
moments of happiness occur
the brand is more of a scar now
than a copyright
freedom...thats what it supposed to mean
with it there it still seems
as ownership
its a choice that keeps things from changing
not being able to move on
or maybe its that process that has its days
one step in a direction of leaving
mind versus a heart thats hiding
so what war is it fighting
being owned by some one else
doesnt feel right
it leaves guilty feelings of..betrayal
things are not right but there, there
....what can be said to make this ok
my heart won't leave from one place to another
its more searing in sorrow to leave
why should this be
if love and happiness is the result
when did happiness w/o my past
become wrong and made me feel guilty to obtain
stuck.....branded...still owned
but the owner left
how does any of this make sense
