I can't do this

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Getting Through

Its so much more in meaning

we speak words

I start drowning in feelings

thats disturbed

cause there not for you but its

clear fear living

if only I cud get this together somehow

but I'm not ready

heart still in a box saying "OUT OF ORDER"

its junk and trash

I must start over

tear away who I was with him

make a new me without him

take in an inspired persons thoughts

over time it starts to mean a lot

always there remind me as a friend

but w/ all this close contact

where will this lead

I'm taken no love

its not what I need

I'll take simple pleasure to know

the real things

my heart still repairing

so dont try to attach strings

it wont even connect

I might even push u away

more hurt more confusion

I should stop this thing

whatever it is

I'm watching you fall for me

everyday its gettin harder to tell you

that I might not be feeling the same way

or be in the right place to catch you

when your ready to say that four letter word

given your heart that I cant even carry

my hurt is so deep

my burdens so heavy

I can't take your heart

I wont be ready

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