Its so much more in meaning
we speak words
I start drowning in feelings
thats disturbed
cause there not for you but its
clear fear living
if only I cud get this together somehow
but I'm not ready
heart still in a box saying "OUT OF ORDER"
its junk and trash
I must start over
tear away who I was with him
make a new me without him
take in an inspired persons thoughts
over time it starts to mean a lot
always there remind me as a friend
but w/ all this close contact
where will this lead
I'm taken no love
its not what I need
I'll take simple pleasure to know
the real things
my heart still repairing
so dont try to attach strings
it wont even connect
I might even push u away
more hurt more confusion
I should stop this thing
whatever it is
I'm watching you fall for me
everyday its gettin harder to tell you
that I might not be feeling the same way
or be in the right place to catch you
when your ready to say that four letter word
given your heart that I cant even carry
my hurt is so deep
my burdens so heavy
I can't take your heart
I wont be ready