Dark nights of the soul

 

Love, light and unity,

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            Where are they found?

 

Underneath the sorrow, that plagues my mind and soul?

 

Two birds killed with one stone,

 

My spirit weeps,

 

As mamas breath gently flows across my face.

 

The tears let me know I am alive,

 

As my screams echo into the darkness of my soul.

 

My Half closed eye struggles to see,

 

And intuition seems a faint memory.

 

Why do I turn this beautiful dream,

 

Into a nightmare?

 

Who could twist An imperative learning experience,

 

Into their own selfish hell?

 

One who thought they were broken?

 

One who forgot their divinity?

 

Or did my innocent heart prove to be to much,

 

In this Love lacking dimension?

 

All I know is sleeping through the dream,

 

Is not fullfilig my purpose.

 

Nor Supporting my growth.

 

Today I choose life and all the ups and downs.

 

Until surrender and serenity can be found.

 

Blind to light,

 

And consumed by darkness.

 

All seems to have lost their shadows,

 

A sad existance for the moon Goddess.

 

I guess I'll be dancing alone tonight.

 

A realization that only spirit walks beside me.

 

The utmost loyalty only comes from within ones self.

 

Two feet,

 

One soul,

 

One spirit.

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Oh the rollercoaster of life and enlightenment. I wrote this about 7 years ago, Its funny I continue to feel the same way now and then.

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