Tragic Disposal

"This isn't working out anymore, I feel as if I don't know you anymore. I'm sorry but I can't continue being ignored."



It's alright love, just shut me out of your world

You explain to me that this hurts you

And you aren't breaking my heart because you want to

Something in you shouts that you're obligated to do this

And I'm caught in the tragic disposal

Something tells me that I can't live without you

And my heart lets out a silent scream

A single cold bloody tear escapes from my left ventricle

And I'm left crying in what seems like a horrific illusion

I never thought this could happen

But reality hits me with a hard blow in the face

This pain that's causing me to break

Is just too much to bare

So I climb the stairs

And enter the bathroom

Planning on saying my goodbye

A knife traces love letters across my wrist

As I lay bathing away my lonliness

While I bleed for you I feel my love escape

My body goes limp and I sink under water

When you rush through the door and apologize for making a mistake

Tears flood from your cerulean eyes

As you try to shake me awake

Don't worry darling I'm away from you now

Where I can't ignore you

And you can see that I love you

For I left a note on my wrist

It says "The only person I ever loved was you.  And you left me feeling so desolate without anyone to turn to.  I only wish that I could of gotten one last kiss from your strawberry lips.  Kiss me one last time love, and make it count."

Your lips meet mine and taste their fate, formaldehyde poisoning your veins

And you lay down on the bathroom floor while you slip away into darkness to be with me once more.

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