PostPoems Be Artistic. Be Creative. Be Inspired!

Stand outside my window

with your video-camera equipped to your hand

Zoom in and zoom out

catching the grief and agony on my face as..

(He hits me down, and kicks me on the ground again)

This wasn't supposed to end like this

Capture all the violence,

all the screams,

all the everything on tape

Put a label on it and name it "THE SADDEST GIRL STORY"

This is the making of the saddest girl story

And you can try to be a hero

Try to take me out of here

You can try to teach the man a lesson

And I'm sorry dear but most likely you will fail

Help me escape to your place and let me have some of your gin

(The burning makes me feel whole again)

Because my heart is empty, my body is just a hollow shell

Nothing can ever complete me

There have been too many tragedies leading up to this point

Kiss me one more time and make it count

Make me believe that you'll never shut me out

(again)

And let me sleep on your bathroom floor

I find affection in the ceramic tiles

They're almost as cold as my heart, and provide warmth to my shaking body

And when the next day comes

And I don't wake up when you nudge me while I'm lying on the bathroom floor,



Will you care that my last wish was to tell you how much I love you?











             I know we ended on a rough note.

             But the feelings were still there love.

             I'm sorry it had to end this way.

             I didn't mean to go out like this.

             But nothing will ever be fine,

             Nothing will ever be okay,

             And to manhattan, you won't

             Sweep me away.  Because it's

             Impossible to escape this machine,

             There is no way to leave anything

             Behind.  I'm sorry, love.  I truly

             Did love you.  And forever I will

             Remember the late night kiss in the rain,

             The way our bodies completed each other,

             And how you actually helped me feel whole

             Again.  But this has all been building up love,

             It isn't your fault, and I apologize that,

             You have to witness this.









But this is the saddest girl story.

and it will go on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on.



                                

            AND ON.



















But don't forget that I will love you forever

even when the maggots have devoured my heart.











and i'm sorry for the pain that this will cause you.