Standing on a balcony
Overlooking the city streets below
The lights were shining upon them
Making them all glow
I'm leaning on a banister
Smoking a cigarette
The banister is the only thing
Keeping me from plummeting
Into the concrete below
The day was depressing
I saw a face which I used to know
That face now haunts my re-occuring dreams
A smile can't crack this face
Which reflects the heart break that we seem to share
All I can do is look away
And pretend that you're not there
Well these city lights are
Blinding the MiDNiGHT SKY above
The stars are trying to peak through
Jealous of the moon
And it's strength to MOVE ON
My eyes try to focus
On the city life below
But all I see are the ashes
Floating to the ground
That welcomes them to their eternal home
Now I wish that I could have found something to say to you
Something that could have possibly
Made us speak the truth
That could have set us free
From this negligence that causes us to DiE
Maybe we could work this out
Maybe we could try to reconcile
All the mistakes we made in the past
But I don't think
That anything could set us free
No, I don't believe
That you could love me again
'Cause I have changed
So many ways over the years
My lips only know the taste of tears
I don't think
That my heart could bring love
All I know is
It became ViCiOUSLY STiLL
No more movement, to invite others in
No more caring, no more empathy for other beings
That develop an attachment to me
I guess I can thank you for this
Because you're the one who did this to me
Making everything stop
Taking away everything from me
But it's okay, dear
They were only sentimental possessions
I can find them again, some day
When I have finally moved on
But that day is far away
I can't begin to imagine when I will reach it
Maybe some day
Maybe we can find a way
To help each other again
I promise I won't be bitter
When your eyes fall upon mine, trying to peek in
Maybe it's just what I need
But then again...
I don't think that
Anything could set us free
No, I don't believe that you could love me again
'Cause I have changed
So many ways over the years
My lips only know the taste of tears
I don't think
That my heart could bring love
All I know is..iT BECAME ViCiOUSLY STiLL
No more movement, to invite others in
But maybe more seratonin
Could change this deadly curse
Maybe more synapses
Could cure this ugly burden
Which seems to be set in stone
Again.
I don't know when it could be lifted
No, I don't know
If I'll ever be the same again
But I am patient
Waiting to hear my name called over the wind
My new love,
Shouting it OVER AND OVER AGAiN
My ears will hear the pleasant sound of "Evelyn, Evelyn!"
Leaving his tongue
Maybe I will be able to love again
And remain with him
But maybe is only a possibility
Let's just hope that
The day comes
When my love will be won
And his lips can complete mine
Let them taste more than tears
His hips will match mine...perfectly
Our grooves finishing a puzzle
That will solve all of life's predicaments
I'm awaiting patiently
To see this day
Maybe it will come
Maybe it will come
Maybe it will come
Then I can stop...
Fantasizing of breaking this banister
And saying Hello to the ashes..
AND THEiR ETERNAL HOME
I'm leaning on a banister
Smoking a cigarette
those lines leave an awesome image. i really enjoyed this write. great job