i seem to forget
all the times you made me
feel like shit
and all the bad thigs you said
about me
and how yo uwished i was dead
and im a shamed to have met you
and i kick my self for
falling for you
i never said those words
and you never said them back
i never wondered
if you did
until it was over and through
and now you no where to be found
and i kinda miss the sound
of your voice
but then when i think of you
i forget
and i can only remeber the good times
but the memories of you
every day become more blue
and it seems i never know what to do.