how far have we come and how far did we fall
from being instatutionalized
to finding someone to love
its been a crazy year.
there was love and tragedy
lost some and remembered some
kept it the same
with it i cant complain
ive been blessed for another year
lord i dont know what i did to deserve it
ive fallen out of your light
but still you keep that hope for me
i can see it now
i can see it now
i tried to take it all for selfish resons
but out of it i got another chance
and a new love,
a better understanding of life
of friends and of family
im not there yet
where i once was
but rome wast built in a day either
tragic as it seems
i cant help but wonder what went wrong
and what went through the minds of others
i cant help but feel sad sometimes
so far but so close
i cant help it
i try my best mom and dad
thats all i can tell you
things are better than when they started
things definatly arent perfect
but from down here it looks better than when i was up there
no more complaints
no more being mad
whats the point
another year and all i want is to keep positive
another year and all i want to do is stay sane
things may chage but thats to be expected
people may change but thats growing up
places may change but thats reality
people come and go
but its the memories that need to last forever not them
remember the good
but dont forget the bad
the "sweet and the sour" as they say
you need a balance
for a while the world tasted sour
but god it hasnt been this sweet in so long...