jason

hey whats up kid

sorry i couldnt be there today

its sad to say

i had other things to do

no not more important than you

its just hard to go on

knowing your long gone

i never thought this would happen

cousin i never knew you well

as we grew older we grew farther apart

but in your death i realize

we were closer than i thought

we went through the same thoughts and same

emotions over a girl

only your convictions ran farther than mine

im not sure why you did it

but i can understand

the pain that a woman can bring

but that was no way to be a man

we all make our choices

we all live our lives

for better for worse

we move on

my dear cousin its hard to forget you

i thought i already did

it was time and space that seperated us before

but now its death

i feel sorry for your mom and your dad

they loved you,

and you thought love you never had

kid your apart of me

your in my childhood memories

as that kid i wanted to be better than you

i always felt in competition with you

ill miss you, cause i really never knew you

ill say a little prayer for you, your family

and mine, that girl and her loved ones.

that you taken way before her time, im not mad at you

its just hard to underdstand

i could never do what you did

jason- i loved you your my cousin

and probably the best one at that

and now ill never know you

and i hate you for that.

rest well my cousin we will meet again

rest well my cousin for me this is not the end

rest well my cousin and know

we all still love you here

and i just hope that you know.

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Nikki Astling's picture

WOW....that was really good, I really liked it. It had a wonderful ending, keep up the good work!