whats my problem today
does anyof this really matter
i really dont think that it does
we laugh we cry
we have relations
but does it matter
i cnat see myself
the center of attention
my dreams and asperations
have all but died
why i exsits
i dont even know
i killed myself the other day
i wish i could explain
it all makes sense in my head
to bad those thougts are dead
i tried to love
but in the end i found only pain
is the thing that remains
i wish i knew what to do
i feel im wasting time
waiting for nothing
will somthing ever happen
i wish...................