I knew this wasn’t going to be
Easy for you.
I knew that you can’t just erase
The past twenty-four years.
Still I had high hopes for you,
You were the first I trusted
With this knowledge.
The first to comfort me
When I confided I thought
I was an abomination .
So when I told you my name
I expected it to be awkward.
Expected it to be a struggle,
But I believed you’d try,
That at least with you
I wouldn’t have to
Fight this battle.
After I asked you the third time
I gave up.
Confrontation never was
My strong suit, and
I hate to admit this,
But you not embracing me
When I needed it most
Left me questioning
My very nature.
Now every time you refuse
To say my name
I fight an urge to strangle you.
I thought this was okay,
I thought you said I
Could be your daughter.
Intense
Estrangment, adoption, abandonment - or an attempt to reconcile . . . from one point of view - intense! - allets -