i never had the sense to ask what it might feel like,
you know, when it all comes crashing down.
i wasted almost 15 months on you.
kisses, hugs, smiles, laughter.
every memory i had i don't want.
it took so long to build it up. (to put my
trust in you, to finally accept
that loving someone isn't a
death sentence)
and you felt the need to tear it all down in just a few seconds.
you felt the need to pull away and push me far,
and you succeeded.