Don’t you ever wonder if
Your life could be swept away
Immortalized in a short speech
Then drifting away slowly
Like a swiftly passing leaf
In the torrential downpour
Of a hurricane?
Imagining your face
Forever a commemorative name
Never forgotten after tonight
The destruction of public property
The destruction of yourself
Celebrated fantasy
A sweet smile, never let go of
A questioning and beseeching glance
At me.
Never forgotten
Always lost like a
Swiftly passing leaf
In the torrential downpour
Of a hurricane.
Our love
Your heart
My loss
Your smile
A sweet, echoing sadness
Left empty and open
Like the hollow space of a house
Destroyed, left broken and torn
By the hurricane that immortalizes
The tears and the pain and the hollow empty
Lies
All of it all
And as usual
The only truth I know is your words
And I know nothing of you
And yet that’s all I need
Your smile
Stirring up leaves and whole trees
Like a hurricane
In my heart.
And I know we’re different
And I know you’re wrong
But not everyone can always be right
Isn’t it?
And I know your secrets
And you know nothing of me
And yet again that’s all that’s needed
It’s your smile
A shock through my system
A warm flood of open
And trust for a stranger.
And it’s not that I know you well enough
To say anything deep
And it’s not like you’d trust me deep enough
To tell me something true.
But your lies are so pretty
The shining, glinting eyes of light
Into my soul
Wanting and urging you to speak up
So we can all hear you
Say it louder
Scream over the noise
Pounding in my head
The hurricane of the black emptiness
That is me.
And then it’s all torn apart
The sounds of a train
Hitting and crashing, stirring and
Uprooting everything I know.
And I’m left, shocked
Knowing nothing
Wanting for everything
For you.