A mass chaos of confusion
intrigue
Interest and chaos
Bodies moving, sneakers on stairs
Subtle undercurrent of
your voice, his face
never can forget again
The words never stop
a quiet river of chatter
Swelling, gradually, then
gone.
The door shut in my face,
Late again.
Your face, his smile,
A mask of subtle interest.
Subtle words mean nothing
Everything left in the open.
Confiscated,torn apart
Who the hell am I?
Issues thrown upon the table
told to pick up this mess
Look what you've done.
Look what you did.
I don't love you.
Telling you to go away,
your voice resounding in my head
your words, overpowering
your love, near intoxification
until I slip away.
until I slip away
Drowning, intoxification
Lost inside your words
I don't know who you really are
i only know your
words
Screaming at the top of my lungs
The music blasted loud
hoping you can hear me
hoping I'm noticed
Hoping you feel it too
and you're not just..another..bullshit lie
treatment
slut
A mass confusion and
intrigue
Brought back to the start
haunting, revisiting
every day
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