You all seem to expect some kind of
Child genius out of me.
13, in the 8th grade. Only because
I was born in September.
You still question if you made the right choice.
Because I drown in this overwhelming
Social clique wave, of kids who
have known each other since pre school.
And there are those dumber than me. I
will say that. But
I feel so inferior to most.
Because there are those like
the girl I want to be.
The perfect girl is
in my class. And whatever
I want, she gets.
So am I a child prodigy? I
Can't even do a damn thing right.
You don't look at the good
grades that I get. You seem to
Only care about the F in Math from Midterm, not
the A+'s in History and Computer.
You care only about my lack of scientific
Understanding. My inability to understand that
Freshmen course that is manditory
For eighth graders.
I feel so stupid, so dumb, so moronic...
So tell me, am I the child prodigy you want me to be?