I can't tell why I'm here
Everyone's so far away, yet you seem so near
I try to push away
But there's so much more to say
I'm trying to hold on
And you've already gone
I keep telling myself, I'm not going to die
Keep telling myself that big girls don't cry
There's no saving me at all
From supposed love, my heart's downfall
I just can't let go
And you don't want to know
Your pushing me away
I wait another day
Soon the sun will rise,
Haunting me, blinding my eyes
And then I'm going to fall
But I'm satisfied, because I gave it my all