Love, Hate, and Suicide-
What I feel deep inside
Behind myself, behind my pride
Behind all the pain I chose to hide
Love, Hate and Suicide
I loved you so much that I died inside
Where were you all those times that I cried?
Far away on the other side
The other side of all the times I-
Hated you, relentlessly
Wished you'd never looked at me
Hated the times I buyed your lies
Hated the feelings I felt inside
Wishing you'd come back for me
Instead of hiding fearfully
You know I'd get it, I'd understand
All I wanted was to take your hand
And walk away from the life I led
And all the anger inside I fed
With rantings, screaming, crying at night
Wanting to die-I couldn't find the light
The suicide I wantdd so bad
I thought it'd make up for things I never had
Without you by my side I was just so lost
Fighting and running, no matter the cost
But when I finally thought you'd come back for me
Hold me in your arms romantically
But Prince Charming doesn't want me
And neither do you, his wanna-be
So now I'm left here standing,
thinking of all the things I could do
I could.. ..:: L o v e Y o u::..
I could.. ..:: H a t e Y o u::..
I could.. ..:: F o r ge t Y o u ::..
I could Die, I could commit suicide
I could take the easiest way out,
die without shout
But I'm not a coward like you
I'm not gonna do what you do
And darling you'll see
You won't stop me
Because after all that, I'm still here aren't I?
Personally, I like. I can also relate. Don't know about the title, but your wording is just so perfect.
hey,
i really like this poem. i can relate to it, and im sure many others can too. ive read a couple of your poems, and i love them! well, im off to read more now!
~Rachel DiLonardo~
Hi! I think this is a great poem! I really liked it! Good job!!
Good poem. I really like it.