winter warmth

*this is about my addiction*

certainty uncertain
scare the light, draw the curtain
the night may be young
but these days are old
and this snow it burns
when it should be cold
and one more time we'll dance behind
the small white lines, ignoring the stop sign
inhaling deep, it's just you and me
mind set free, no need for worry

stay awhile
in this small dark ball room
i know you'll call soon
we'll carry on this conversation
of word in god and alien invasion
i know you know i know
i don't want this relationship
but right now you're my best friend

bright red regret
falling down to my neck
rolling across my chest
heart is under arrest
how could you betray
all the love that we've made
i watch you walk away
while my life quickly fades

but i'm okay
another day
along the way

this winter ends 5 hours after it begins
in your defense you were only doing the job at hand

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battlepink's picture

I knew this person you write

I knew this person you write about; not me, but someone who was once very close to me…..it tore us apart (along with a bunch of other shit) I’ve written about this many times……very sad.

Make it stop.

dexterium's picture

it has stopped. i'm in

it has stopped. i'm in recovery. i haven't used in a very long time. thank you for commenting :)

battlepink's picture

I take my hat off to you

I take my hat off to you dexterium Fighting this pretty white whore can be difficult. She’ll stand there so straight, but she’s a far cry from straight. Like the Amber Witch, she’ll take your soul from the inside if you let her, but she CAN be conquered. Keep writing, I think you’re amazing.

dexterium's picture

thank you so much :) that

thank you so much :) that makes me feel great. i just love love love writing haha

SSmoothie's picture

Wonderful! I really love and

Wonderful! I really love and identify well written, hugss :D


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