I cannot look at my reflection
Ashamed of what I have become
I cower away at my self inflicted scars
My body of art caused by unbearable pain
I cry but it is not loud enough for someone to save me
To release me from my inner demons, my oppressors
I fight a losing battle against myself
To retrieve the ones I lost
I break down haunted by past memories ingraved in my mind
Reminding me of shadows who show no emotion
I dream of waking up without a beating heart
Nobody even caring to say goodbye
I scream to be freed from this cage of hate
But I trapped myself here not realising my imperishable fate