at times warm whispers caress from around..
gentle feel of life
making itself known from the edges of the world..
at others raging storm
tempest of fury rages against my skin
trying to get out..
deafening thundfer as thoughts all bend
towards the thought of release..
infinite spirals of railroad tracks
that circle within my soul
aiming the mass of that hunger
to breach the walls of my flesh..
guiding thoughts and senses
and actions as if i was the marionette of passions force.. twisted tree am i
bent in gale force winds..
roots in the world torn away..
hurtling thru the air to collide
with whatever is in the path of my fate..
self caught spinning
escape velocity heat burns with singe of doubt
and i pull myself back
trying to stay here
where i have always known..
knuckles white slipped and torn
ground falls clear as sky rushes up in minds eye..
in reality just a step..
a moment passed and on the other edge of it
i know that i chose long ago
and now all that is left is this thirst..
drive life
focused
survive knife
thrust
from the fabric of my past to mesh thought and deed..
dreams real trace of glowing lines
that draw the bluprint of tommorrows home..
i step thru that ground today
to see its new walls constructed in my minds eye..
awake next day to see them there..
external laws shaped true by desire..
internally words cant describe,
whatever their grace,
the wail of a millon chains as they snap inside of me
with the sound of hungers raging
escaping to animate muscles and senses around ur body
in a memory of tommorrow..