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DO I HATE MYSELF?
IM UGLY AND I KNOW IT SO PLEASE STOP TELLING ME
ITS LIKE A SONG I LOATH BEING PLAYED REPEDIETLY
HOW WOULD YOU FEEEL IT IT WER YOU AND YOU HAD TO LOOK IN THE
MIRROR EACH DAY
AND SEE THE SAME IMAGE; AN IMMAGE YOU'VE GROWN TO HATE
LETS START FROM THE TOP
SHORT,
NAPPY,
FRIZZY HAIR
ACCORDING TO THE MAJORITY IT ISNT EVEN THERE
STAIGHT DOWN TO AN UGLY FUNNY SHAPED FACE
WITH HIGH CHEEK BONES AND EVERYTHING
SESMINGLY OUT OF PLACE
AS WE HEAD DOWN TO THE BUST
EXTREMLY OVERSIZED
I WISH THEY WOUD DISSAPEAR WHILE
OTHERS SEE IT AS A PRIZE
THE ARMS OH THE ARMS FAT LONG
WHICH CARY HUGE HANDS WHICH MOST WOULD SAY
ARE QUITE SIMILAR TO
A FAT CONSTRUCTION MAN'S
MY STOMACH I MEAN MY BELLY
ALTHOUGHT NOT THE BIGGEST BUT
HUGE FOR A GIRL
SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE THEY ARE THE HUGEST IN THE WORLD
AND DOWN TO MY LEGS WITH THIGHS
THAT JUST WONT STAY APART
AND OTHERS MAKE A MOCKERY
WHICH HURTS ME TO MY HEART
FINALLY DOWN TO THE BOTTOM THAKS TO MY FAMILY
I HAVE TO BE A GIRL WITH A HUGE SET OF FEET
I KNOW THIS IS A SOB STORY BUT
TOMMORROW I'LL HIDE MY PAIN AWAY
SO I GUESS I CAN HAVE THE PRIVILEGE
OF HATING MYSELF TODAY
I LAUGH AND PLAY AND IM HAPPY TO MOST PEOPLE IT SEEMS
WELL WELL FRENDS YOU SHOULD KNOW ITS JUST A SIGN OF LOW SELF-ESTEME
IT SUCKS TO NOT LIKE YOURSELF
AND EVEN MORE WHEN NO ONE KNOWS OR CARES
BECAUSE THEY ARE TO BLIND TO SEE THE HURT IS REALLY THERE
TOMMORROW WILL BE DIFFERENT I'LL HIDE MY PAIN AGAIN
AND ACT COMPLETELY INDEFFERENT
BUT TONIGHT I'LL LET
THEM WIN, BUT TOMMORROW I'LL BE READY
WITH MY GLOVES ON AGAIN TO FIGHT
BUT FOR RIGHT NOW ILL LET THE WORLD WIN TONIGHT
BECAUSE IT'S ME AGAINST THE WORLD
AND IT JUST MIGHT ALWAYS BE
BECAUSE I MYSELF AM A GIRL WHO THE WORLD DEEMS
UGLY
