So weary
the struggle so long
try so hard to make things better
no one cares
happy living their lives
that are conducive to damnation
dragging me into the mire
with no respect or regard
right now words are confusing
I can't make thoughts clear
trying to express feelings
that may help dispel my fear
life can be good
it's been mandated so
follow the path chosen
for us by God
why for some
do they choose the path to Hell
trying always trying
never seeming to succeed
not enough strength left
to make them give heed
my life becoming a void
no matter how hard I try
discouraged, ready to give up
God please don't forsake me
give me the strength
to do what I must
don't want to die like this
want out of my lethargy
just a few years left
to live right and be happy
will it happen
done some bad in my life
made some mistakes
but mostly I've tried to be good
to give love and care
life has often been hard
still what I have I willingly share
to be cont......
jh/04-11