I didn't realize how much I loved you until I lost you. And I certainly can't have you back, because you don't want me back. I realize my love is toxic to you. But now I lay here crying because I miss the way things were. I tried to suppress my love, tried to get over it.
guess I haven't tried hard enough,
because honey I'm still not over you.
because darling, I still fucking love you.
but bitch I was the worst thing to happen to you.
I'm an angel turned demon and you were caught in the middle of my descent.