You have a secret
That you don’t want
Anyone to see.
You cover your arms
By wearing long sleeves.
But when someone
Accidentally sees your arms
Because your sleeves
Accidentally moved up,
You try to cover up
The real reason why
With an excusable lie,
Or you just say “don’t worry about it.”
You feel no one will understand
Why you do this,
Unless they went through this
Or something similar to this.
You keep doing this
Because you feel
That this is
The only thing
That can’t be taken
Away from you.
You end up getting counselling.
You still keep doing the same thing,
Even though you have a list
Of healthy things
That you could do instead
Of physically hurting yourself,
With leaving scars.