music blares
to hide the screams
peel off the clothes
hop in the shower
wash off the blood
the guilt
wash out the cold
but it all comes back
the cuts drip blood
streaming down her arms
shes so cold
filled with so much guilt
washes down the drain
along with her tears
jump out of the shower
wrap up in a towel
pop some pills
shaking still
goes to her room
turns up the music a little more
lockes her closed bedroom door
welcome to a normal day
inside MY world.