I'm in a fight to the death,
my enemy immortal
distorted images of happiness
my only portal
the empty dreams,
the heartless lies
my voice is gone,
pain heard over cries.
no one cares who they hurt
they're getting what they want
your face brings painful memories
so desolate and gaunt
I try to cover up,
I don't want to show
but you can't hide what overcomes you.
The pain you've caused,
I'm so confused
I don't know what to do
I'm used to you being here,
now there's no one to turn to
my enemy lives on
taking over my soul
the feeling that makes me empty
once made me feel so whole.