Peeling back all its efforts
wincing from the pain
licking up hot warm juices
picking at remains
copper taste on my tounge
that one my buds crave
watching all the akward stares towards the fading stains
habitual mutilation
its a hobby
not addiction
i want to have that release of endorphins
but could do without the conviction
you dont know me
so you dont get to judge
you only pay enough attention to ignore me
so you dont get to nudge
i wont let my foot fall off your path
to pleate the swaying grass
of my trails untaken
for so long
its seems that when i take them
it always goes wrong
its how i cope
with the bad festering inside
so to avoid my little mishaps
i keep my lips chapped
and walk along behind
picking at my hide