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Sometimes I believe the world is against me and not a soul understands,
Then there is you, with so much love it almost makes up for the void I feel inside.
Sometimes I cannot understand how you can love someone like myself
I often doubt in my own mind if you are actually real or some sick delusion.
It is often hard to tell what is real at times and you keep me grounded well.
With you I can function and live a "normal" life and put order to my chaos.
Other times the chaos envelopes even your bright soul,
And yet you seem to be able to pull me out every time.
Sometimes I revel and thrive in my own self destruction which is my nature.
Somehow you are able to navigate through this violent path.
And are able to help me repair the damages.
The worst damage I have done is to you and for this I still ache endlessly.
I am grateful for your undying love always......