When Giving Up Is My Only Choice

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Sadness

I can’t do this anymore

But giving up is left as choice
 
I will never get to choose
since i am done with snooze
 
I don’t have no more options but one
since i did all the others now should i use a gun?
 
I don’t know anything no more
Nothing is ever like before
 
only my imaginations is keeping me still
how long till i realize I’m under the biggest hill
 
suffocating with no way out
no one can hear me even if i shout
 
i hate the life i’ve been born to live
it should be given to others who are willing to give
 
but what do i have to offer
i don’t talk and won’t even bother
 
this life giving from god to me
and in him i barley believe 
 
what am i supposed to do in a dead end road
where there is no wall to build a door
 
all ahead is a steep damn cliff
no way out, no right or lefts
 
Dear lord where am i on your list
of saving lost people and misfits
 
I have no other choice but to give up
to this world that left me to rot
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