At a loss for words
Have no clue what to do
What to say
Do I pray?
The sickness emerges
My desires no longer surge
Overwhelmed with un-answered questions
But somewhere deep inside
I still have a lingering desire to fight
I want to look to you Lord
Sometimes feeling so inadequate
Not meeting the needs
of the ones closest to me
A let down in this sad world
Something that never used to be
Sometimes feeling locked up