Life slowly lowering me into this pit
Kinda lost, trying to uncover what I've missed
The cold water surrounds me
Immersed in bitter pain
Anger suffocates what I've gained
Suppose I should give up find my own way
No, I must keep trying
Must not lose this fight
Crystal clear night
Nothing but lonely eyes
The crisp air brings me to life
To only discover the truth to my life
Was able to fantasize for a mere minute
Now cold hands tare my dreams away
Wished I was still in a hilucinating state
But not enough out there to keep it all away
Please just keep me sedated