Company

Creeping up slowly

You slip right on in

I should have seen you in the distance

But still somehow I caved

Now you're here to stay



Just to stay a little while

I'm in denial

As my life burns up

My goals behind me

I'm leaving everything that matters

Just wished I could let this go

I have no where else to go

What do I have to show?



Screaming loser in my ear

You worthless heart

Come on keep on trying

Come on fail once again

I'll laugh in your face

You're a disgrace

Come on get up again

Come on let's see you fall again



You can't be serious

That you would expect things this great

Yeah right come on

Let's get something going

Something more believable

You're such a miserable little fake



Hate this life

just trying to get by

What's wrong with me

Split personality

No one can count on you

Come on don't start crying



Voices in my head

Telling me lies I dread

Even though I know who I am

Somehow these voices drown out common sense

I'm left with nothing but bitterness

Sick and terrified is there at least someone to hug?

Meh what does it matter

You've done this many time alone



Doesn't matter if anyone is there

Come on breathe in the cold bitter air

Lungs filling with death

Gruesome lies, laying dead on the bed

Sick of the voices that drown my spirit

Just trying to get through it

Tired not knowing if I can do this

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