Creeping up slowly
You slip right on in
I should have seen you in the distance
But still somehow I caved
Now you're here to stay
Just to stay a little while
I'm in denial
As my life burns up
My goals behind me
I'm leaving everything that matters
Just wished I could let this go
I have no where else to go
What do I have to show?
Screaming loser in my ear
You worthless heart
Come on keep on trying
Come on fail once again
I'll laugh in your face
You're a disgrace
Come on get up again
Come on let's see you fall again
You can't be serious
That you would expect things this great
Yeah right come on
Let's get something going
Something more believable
You're such a miserable little fake
Hate this life
just trying to get by
What's wrong with me
Split personality
No one can count on you
Come on don't start crying
Voices in my head
Telling me lies I dread
Even though I know who I am
Somehow these voices drown out common sense
I'm left with nothing but bitterness
Sick and terrified is there at least someone to hug?
Meh what does it matter
You've done this many time alone
Doesn't matter if anyone is there
Come on breathe in the cold bitter air
Lungs filling with death
Gruesome lies, laying dead on the bed
Sick of the voices that drown my spirit
Just trying to get through it
Tired not knowing if I can do this