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Father I am so full of fear

I can not even say why

I am so freaked that I will make a mistake

So scared rejection will once again show it's face



Lord I am trembling, cuz I always seem to say the wrong thing

But Lord I need you, I need you more than anything

I need you to be my refuge, my strength



Lord I just feel like a joke at times

Cuz I get this spiritual nudge

I do as you say, but when all is done

I wonder if anything I did was wrong



My stomach is turning in so many directions

And I know there is a major battle happening

A battle where the darkness tries to gain control of my mind

So I battle it out with renewing this mind

Meditating on the word

Your promises that I've always heard

But somedays I find it hard to believe

that someone such as me

Would actually live out this awesome dream



At work I can't even stop thinking

So I just keep on praying

And this burden at times keeps me awake

But I try to hold on to philippeans 3:13

Where we are to press on

Where we are to strive for perfection

and I try hard to meditate and repeat your words in my mind