I suppose this is good bye
a dream that is slowly fading
I don't think I'll ever shed a last tear
because I know I'll never hold you again
Packing your bags,
my dream ceases to exist
I wish I could speed everything up
So I could just get this over with
Don't know how I'm going to deal with it
but I'm praying one day I'll be over this
I suppose my tears are more than words themselves
It explains how much I'll miss you
I'm sorry I never got around to loving you
It's my fault but you'll be gone soon
I never took the time to show you what you meant
what a life impact you've been
But my fears blocked any chance
of continuing this dream
Now all that's left is emptiness in this darkened hallway
I'll never hear your soothing voice again
instead all I can vision
is you in the arms of another man
I'll miss the sweet fragrance of your comfort
the smell that brought a calm into my heart
Something that told me everything will be ok
But now you've found your own way
You stuck to your guns, I should have known
that you would never put up with any games
Because you're a strong woman
and I admired everything about you
But intimidation set in
And now you're walking
I'm going to miss your soft hands
that rubbed my shoulder when they ached
The whisper,your soft breath on my face
I'm going to miss the lips I once embraced
and all heart ache seemed to melt away
Now it feels as though my life is being torn
Torn apart day by day
I'll miss that smile I saw first thing in the morning
When I rolled over and looked into your eyes
You'd kiss my nose, I'd brush back your hair
I'd tell you that this would last forever
And now all I'll have is the dust in this empty house
I'll stand in the doorway, looking down the hall
Expecting you to come running,
and dance the night away
But now all there will be are the memories
Trying to turn back time,
but I suppose it's a waste of time
To wish what will never come true
because I'm the one responsible
For breaking a heart that was pure and true
You were the first one to hear I love you
You were the precious jewel in my life
The priceless smile, the priceless love
That caused me to live life on purpose
Now it's a distant dream, fading by the day
How I'll miss those candle lit dinners
The deep moments that we had
The passion that we had
now is dead, now you never want it back
I'm going to miss having someone to cuddle
Someone to hug when I am feeling down
Someone to hold, when I am cold
Someone that made me all warm inside
But now you don't want to be a part of my life