She sits there crying
Thinking of all her torn dreams
Thinking of a life that could be
Replaying the past, hoping
just hoping for a clean slate
Hoping to see the light once again
And she's playing the past over in her mind
Why oh why can't my life just be taken tonight?
Her parents fight everyday
She's lost all hope
Can't wait for some self-inflicted pain
Figuring its all she deserves
Cuz what kind of God allows this to happen in my life?
Then she breaks down, soul torn to nothing
She breaks down crying, her pillow soggy
From all the tears that has collected over the years
And she can't think of anything but death
I just wished, I pray to God up in heaven
That she would see your light once again
I try to reach out to her
Because I understand her hurt
I've been there before
I know what it's like
To live a life of constant pain
I know what it's like to have everything
Everyone you love snatched away
Loved ones gone to the sky or ground below
But nothing can change that
I just wished I could show you how to let go
I cry for you each night
and think of what you're doing in life
I just torture myself thinking of how you're doing
I'd lay it all before God just to lift you up
To lay my heart right on the line
Just for you to be able to see the light again
And I know you cry each night
And I know it's a constant fight
But what I would do just to hold you for the night
I would never let you go till you said it was ok
I want you to know what it's like to be held
To know you're loved
And I just can't take this pain
I just want you to experience hope again