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God I thought I heard you

I thought the dreams you gave were true

I knew I was supposed to stick by your side

But why right now is there this intense fight?



I need your strength more than ever

Because I do not know what's right any longer

I know you're right

But what about this time?

Was I just caught in the trappings

Of my own mind?



I hate how I feel right now

Because feelings were exposed

I thought that was the route to go

But I no longer know

But I'll stick by your side

I know it won't be an easy ride

I don't know how much longer I can take this life

Because I don't know if I could strip this pride

Everything exposed, the truth of my very life



I'm starting to feel what it takes

To actually give up one's life

But it's so hard and i keep questioning

Are you right? Please just give me a sign

And even though I know your wisdom far out reaches us humans

I still wonder if everything I said was right



And even though I know you're the creator of all

I still wonder about it all

Just wondering if I should just give up

But your word says to keep pressing on

To seek you with all I have

But Father it's so tough to live this life

It's so hard to reach out to the ones I want to

Fearing I could be wrong

Making a complete fool of myself

But I cry out for a sign

Please tell me I am doing it right

because I no longer want this feeling to linger on